Sunday, August 16, 2009


These things I lay in front of me
I love them but hate them
Am I blind or can I still see?
I hate them but I love them.

Am I love drunk?
or just drunk.
I know the answer,
But what i know and what I want
are not even the same.

This universe is compacting
Things are colliding
All I want is to be with you
Just you....

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Strangers In The Night

The world is spinning,
my mind is spinning,
This feeling is not unusual to me.
Its a natural thing to my brain.
there's nothing strange.

I fell in love,
I lost love.
unfortunately it feels great.
I know what i lost,
but at least i lost it,
than to never have had it.

Now i know there's something more.
The light has shone,
and surprisingly I'm not alone.

Oh hi there :)

Monday, August 3, 2009

Its Easy To Pretend

Its taking over now, it's an addiction.
Every line, every word, keeps repeating
over and over again in my head.
Its so real, so pure.

Its the breaking point, I see it.
Now this is where I give it all.
Hope has been restored for a few,
and life has finally begun.
At least that's the impression I've been given.
On my end it only seems the opposite.
I give only to not receive.

I don't ask for help, or cry.
No sign of defeat is ever shown.
I am strong enough to last,
....for a little bit longer.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

I Used To Be Able To Look You In The Eye

I'm almost there, but I'm never close.
What reality is and what I believe
to be real can not compare.
I'm nearly awake at 3 am
wondering whats next.

I'm scared, hopeless, yet volatile.
Just ready to burst at any moment.
Time and space are colliding.
Change will happen, will we be ready?
Am I ready?

I shut my eyes and I see the best.
I open them...and I see the worst.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

The Beauty Within

I sat there wondering if she had noticed
me glancing at her from time to time.
She had this natural beauty that
just overcame, and illuminated
the room corner to corner.
She was very special.
I wish I was special.

It was also sort of crazy the feelings I had.
The alcohol had taken advantage of me
and was obstructing the real image
of what I saw. But I loved it. The
Tingling sensation, the
softness of her lips.
The music was
just right.

Drunk and In Love with a stranger.
Good way to end the night :)

Friday, July 31, 2009

And then there was....

Easy, And Simple.
That's how I'll keep it for awhile.
Until I get more time to post on here.
Loving it already though :)